Never Give Up!

So I'm supposed to be achieving the first of my New Year's resolutions in three and a half weeks when I will run a 1/2 marathon. This goal has been on my agenda since, you guessed it, Jan. 1, 2010. Its been on the calendar since March and the training is going about as well as my writing this year...inconsistent at best.

What is a girl supposed to do when faced with a huge task and very little time? Give up? Throw in the towel and say, "Better luck next time. Maybe next year my schedule won't be so packed, and I'll fit in a diet and some training?"
Yep.
That's what I say...to myself. Then I remember Howard Tayler's advice. "It's hard to get worse at something you do every day." And I spoke with KBC (Kick Butt Coach) LIZZ, who said, "You could finish the half marathon today if you HAD to do it. So the question is do you want to do it or not?" (paraphrased that a little).

If you have met me, then you probably know that giving up on something that I want is very very difficult for me. In fact, I'd walk 13.1 miles and take all day to do it rather than admit defeat.

Lizz is right. I could walk the half marathon today if I had to (or if someone offered me enough chocolate.) So what did I do?

I set up a crash course of training, made a salad and ran 3 miles. Resolution #1 watch out cause I'm coming.

Next it's on to Resolution #2-write another novel.
Tell us about goals you are not going to give up on, despite the odds and life and such.

New and Exciting: Getting Started

For me getting started on a new project is the most fun. It isn't the most satisfying part of the process, but it is the most exciting--in a giddy jump around in my kitchen kind of way.

The middle of any project seems to be the hardest. Sometimes the middle comes closer to the beginning and sometimes its a little further down the line. Then when the middle has been endured and the end is in sight that last burst of enthusiasm takes me to the point of completion. That is when the marrow deep satisfaction hits. But for now let's go back to the beginning.

Starting a new project I jump in with both feet, assess the situation, and then roll up my sleeves and get to work. I've done that twice this year with new jobs and it is awesome fun. Running is kind of the same way. When I filled out the registration form and committed to run a 1/2 marathon my head was spinning a little. I called a friend and we screamed and smiled and the decision to start training seriously was made. Then the hard part hits things need to be prioritized and not all of it is going to get done in the time allotted. With running its that first really long distance run when you return home limping and chafed in places that are frankly unmentionable that tests me.

With writing a novel the hard middle hits when the initial enthusiasm suffers from the nagging voice that says, "what do I think I'm doing? This story is not interesting enough, new enough, edgy enough." STOP THE DOUBT. After the hard middle it all pays off. My new job will literally pay off, running pays off every time I can catch my three year old without getting the least bit winded, and writing pays off when someone finally reads the finished draft and calls me screaming about how much they love, love, love it.

The beginning is where the entire process is determined for me. The feeling of joy and enthusiasm that I get at the start must carry me through the hard middle and to the satisfaction at the end. If the excitement isn't burning up my digestive organs and keeping me awake at night the first few nights of a new project then I'm pretty sure that the middle is going to kill it slowly but surely.

If on the other hand the butterflies are fluttering and I'm in love with my hero and want my heroine to be my new best friend, then I can see the end from the beginning and I'm pretty sure that I have hit on the next big thing in my writing. I had some experience with that feeling this week. It's fantastic!

How do you get started and then endure the process of writing?